i feel pointless dragging myself thruout this months
all i get was being hurt again and again
yea..fav quote from my encik "standing on the road like prostitute waiting to get fuck is it?!!!"

what i can do to pull myself out from all this unwanted pain?
i seriously dunno
maybe i just need more work to divert my attention from you
i always hope i will never come back to you
but i always do
the feeling being neglected,forgotten,unwanted,last to come in your mind,watching you walk away is like stepping on my heart again and again..

i know there are many good girls out there
why give up whole forest over a tree
cos what i see in you is what i cant see in other girls
i love the way you look at me
i love the way you listen to me
i love the way you dress up
i love the way you reply me even though it may seem to fu yan me
i love the time we had even though its very short and hurts after that
i love your smile which brighten everyone mood
i love the cute handsigns you created

you look good in anything to me..even with those old specs you had.

you are a gem to me and i cant bear to let you go

what more i can do to let you know how much you mean to me